Y is it dat people have always hated me..i have observed one thing..be it my friend circle or my office project team..i find myself the least preferred one..
May be someday i would like to tell the world that i am not a bad person..my heart is good and its just that i dont pretend..is that wrong?is it that big a sin that people dont like me?
Monday, December 12, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Day# 4
Day# 3
Missed
Day# 4
The day began happily..i woke up enjoying jagjit singh's ghazals..surprisingly most of his ghazals are sad..but i feel very much myself when i listen to him..n i feel lightened and happy..
The day went well with a bit of frustration and anger in the afternoon...Evening was all th more happier..merrier..i was sooo happy..fr d frst time in sooo many days i was like the real me..the one i was looooong back..
"Khushiyo ko nazar lag jati hai...."..somebody used to tell me always..n so happens with me..
by the time i reached home..i realised it..how a happy evening turns into a spoiled one
i feel like a loser again..loser in everythng..loser in friendship,loser in career, loser in emotions, loser in all relations and a loser in life...
n so i sleep as a loser again...
Gn..
Missed
Day# 4
The day began happily..i woke up enjoying jagjit singh's ghazals..surprisingly most of his ghazals are sad..but i feel very much myself when i listen to him..n i feel lightened and happy..
The day went well with a bit of frustration and anger in the afternoon...Evening was all th more happier..merrier..i was sooo happy..fr d frst time in sooo many days i was like the real me..the one i was looooong back..
"Khushiyo ko nazar lag jati hai...."..somebody used to tell me always..n so happens with me..
by the time i reached home..i realised it..how a happy evening turns into a spoiled one
i feel like a loser again..loser in everythng..loser in friendship,loser in career, loser in emotions, loser in all relations and a loser in life...
n so i sleep as a loser again...
Gn..
Monday, December 5, 2011
Day# 2
Today was an average with scary mrning and a happy evening and a teary 'late' evening!
This morning i woke up to c 5 missed calls from my supervisor!till 9 i was at home coordinating with people to get things settled in the project..after that i left fr ofc..
While i was going to my office by auto, i almost met with an accident..phew!scary it was..and it was then that i realised that life is more than cribbing and fighting over things..life is precious! Actually my auto was hit my another auto, which then hit the divider on the road and was about to turn upside down when the driver gave his heart and soul to maintain his balance and save our lives..i shouted!and suddenly with a jerk it stopped!Ghosh..had it been serious than that, i wouldnt have been sitting here writing this blog!I would like to thank god for saving my life..but the very first thng that came to my mind as soon as the auto stopped was..it was so easy to get rid of life's problem had i been dead right at this moment! but then i realised that probably i matter to others much more than i matter to myself..
The day was as usual 'Frustrating in office..evening was happy (after a long time though)..n late evening was sad and teary for reasons i would not like to mention..
A day of mixed emotions!
Gn!!
This morning i woke up to c 5 missed calls from my supervisor!till 9 i was at home coordinating with people to get things settled in the project..after that i left fr ofc..
While i was going to my office by auto, i almost met with an accident..phew!scary it was..and it was then that i realised that life is more than cribbing and fighting over things..life is precious! Actually my auto was hit my another auto, which then hit the divider on the road and was about to turn upside down when the driver gave his heart and soul to maintain his balance and save our lives..i shouted!and suddenly with a jerk it stopped!Ghosh..had it been serious than that, i wouldnt have been sitting here writing this blog!I would like to thank god for saving my life..but the very first thng that came to my mind as soon as the auto stopped was..it was so easy to get rid of life's problem had i been dead right at this moment! but then i realised that probably i matter to others much more than i matter to myself..
The day was as usual 'Frustrating in office..evening was happy (after a long time though)..n late evening was sad and teary for reasons i would not like to mention..
A day of mixed emotions!
Gn!!
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Day#1
Looking at my friends writing blogs very frequently i decided to update my blog with a post every night..what if i dont have those big words to write..it may b about how i spent my day.So the journey begins from today..
All in all today ws like any other sunday..lazy morning when i wake up to realise that its 7.30!..specially when i hav to leave for college(The IIFT.. :)) at 8..managing everythng in a short span of time(from my everyday experience of getting ready for office) i left for college at 8.15!!the same boring schedule plus an additional burden of Macro quiz. My friend and i appeared for the quiz in the college's computer centere despite my having my laptopn coz 1) my friend had not studied so she required my knowledge of macro to clear the test :) 2) she had not brought her laptop!(Least expected from bookworms like her)..i cleared the quiz with 60% beating her by 10% :P(she copied all of mine but tried to use her mind in one of the questions which eventually went wrong :D)
then the usual boring classes and then the drama began before the last class..Since we all wanted the faculty to be replaced and despite regular complaints the program director didn't pay heed to our concerns, we planned to bunk the class :)
we kept on enjoying the drama till 5 when suddenly the CR came to order us to attend the class...!I felt so annoyed..bloody cowards!
After the busy day at college got over..i planned d dinner out with mom dad at Haldirams..boring food :(..nw back home..getting ready to sleep..but somehow my mind is not at peace..
All in all today ws like any other sunday..lazy morning when i wake up to realise that its 7.30!..specially when i hav to leave for college(The IIFT.. :)) at 8..managing everythng in a short span of time(from my everyday experience of getting ready for office) i left for college at 8.15!!the same boring schedule plus an additional burden of Macro quiz. My friend and i appeared for the quiz in the college's computer centere despite my having my laptopn coz 1) my friend had not studied so she required my knowledge of macro to clear the test :) 2) she had not brought her laptop!(Least expected from bookworms like her)..i cleared the quiz with 60% beating her by 10% :P(she copied all of mine but tried to use her mind in one of the questions which eventually went wrong :D)
then the usual boring classes and then the drama began before the last class..Since we all wanted the faculty to be replaced and despite regular complaints the program director didn't pay heed to our concerns, we planned to bunk the class :)
we kept on enjoying the drama till 5 when suddenly the CR came to order us to attend the class...!I felt so annoyed..bloody cowards!
After the busy day at college got over..i planned d dinner out with mom dad at Haldirams..boring food :(..nw back home..getting ready to sleep..but somehow my mind is not at peace..
Friday, August 19, 2011
Happiness..
Today..after hurting my hand atleast ten times i realise its not difficult to be happy in life..not at all!provided u dn make ur happiness conditional by expecting from ppl who dont even deserve ur expectation!theres so much to life dan a few buggers arnd who keep throwing their tantrums..deres so much more to be happy about..so many ppl to care for u n to love u from the core of their hrts..u meet ppl..make new frnds n dey make even those small moments happy..cherish them.that is happiness..isnt it? :)
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